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Deunan - Wild

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"To be quite honest, I was never really normal. Nope. My whole life, my whole fucking life I had to fight and struggle for something. Be it a pair of new shoes, building up a family falling apart or a life-long dream, I had to fight for it. I won't go into it too deep, but man, I sure know what pain is. My whole family wasn't crushed by a train, I wasn't stabbed when I was little and thank God those things never happened, but I have my pain. 
You know, I laugh a lot. And smile like an idiot, sometimes, but I'm not scared. I'm really not. I will say what I want to who I want. I do what I want and no one can stop me. I have my world, my ways, my soul, my freedom. And I'm not a drug addict, I'm not an alcoholic, I don't smoke or flash people on the street. I'm a 15 years old child of two incredible parents that had to go through some serious shit to get together and have me. And we all went through some serious shit to get here, to our home. And you know teenagers, I hated the world, hated the people, hated everything around me for taking away absolutely everything I had. But, after some time, I've realized I've started from nothing. We had nothing when I was born. And thus I learned how to build and never break. I had to start from the bare zero. And I thought about giving up many times. It's hard to go through that period when you can't really do anything... about anything! And I felt useless. And scared. And lonely. But you know what? I stepped up, took the leap... and fell. I fell many times. Oh, so many. But I never stopped getting up. And I finally jumped higher. And higher. And I'm still flying, travelling the skies to reach my stars. Because, fuck it, everything is possible. 
I still face pain. Every single day. I miss the ones I've lost. I have my own problems and issues. I feel insane 60% of the day. I cry. But I'm still able to fight. I've found my lost pack of wolves, I've grown my fangs and claws. Everyone has to keep fighting. And yes, you are allowed to lie down at night, cry your heart out saying you can't do it anymore. But you will get up in the morning because you have your mom, or your dad, or your bro, or sis, your best friend, anyone. Because you have a beating heart punching your chest, telling you you can do it. None of us would be put on this Earth if we weren't supposed to get whatever it is that we want. Just keep fighting because everything is possible.
I was really a zero. And I had nothing but that stupid zero. But you know what happened? I grew spikes on it. Not a shell. Just thorns that will show that I'm a rose. I'm a little, invisible rose that is going to become a beautiful, blossoming, dazzling flower one day, no matter how tiny and ugly I seem now. I'm still just a girl hugging my parents at the end of the day, but you know what? I'm a fucking warrior. And it's true that I'm a freak, that I'm a little insane, that I cry over anime characters and love Sasuke more than anyone could ever imagine, but no matter how idiotic, stupid, childish, overly imaginative, too strong and fierce or depressed I am sometimes... I will always be free. 
After everything that happened in my life and tried to screw me up, I still stood tall, with my katana in my hand. The best people, the ones who will affect this world the most and help others are the ones with the saddest stories. 
No matter what, never stop fighting.
I never did. And no matter how much was taken away from me, how much I've lost, how much I've struggled in life and was put down for who I am and what I do - I was always an animal. Insane. Strong. Loyal. Loving. Proud. Mad. Me. 

WILD

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RaidenSK's avatar
I never knew about this, why did you not tell me about this? Now i'm mad since this is fucking amazing!